One day i messaged you. I dont know you, that was a missunderstanding
that he is my classmate. When i saw his profile than i realized that he is some other guy. but than ever i continued talk as a friend cause he lived near by my area. Don't know that what attraction is takinig me to his side. I want to talk the whole day and night, I want to meet regularly. But i contolled my self. Cause i think this is not the right thing for me now.
He gave me his number in the first chat so i said u that this not good thing. If a girl who is like me a verry simple, your first immpression would be you are not the right person, cause in the first chat u should not give ur number to anyone specialy whom u don't know. Eya this is also not the right thing that whom u don't know you'll give them a big lacture. But this lacture turns my life on a differnt way. He came to meet me on my tushion classes but just we saw each other we can't talk. Now we are good friends very good friends, when i controlling my feeelings for him, He proposed me but my answer was A VERY BIG NO. this not the right thing, we are only friends, i'm studing now, i don't like this all rubbish and all i said but i want to say that eya i also love you but i can't say. That time I only remamaring my dad, when he knows this relation he kills me, my mother will shamed of me and etc.,
He called me and I recieved his phone I think i'm crying if he can't stop to say i love you. I also not remamber how much time he said i love you to me. i laughed and say stop please stop now. He said ok i have some work to do i call you back. I said ok bye. I'm still thinking about u and messaged you I love you 2 my jaan. In the next 5 min. U called back and said i love u and i replaied i love u 2. And i asked u have to do some work than how can u call now? He replied i can't stop my feelings for u when i read ur message i love u 2 my jaan. So i called back you. When i'm thinking how nice that our relation get 1 week and we are not fighting at all. And the other day he don't recieve phone for 2 days. I'm crying, and my tears not stop for a min. Atlast when he recieved phone i said if ur phone is not for calling and talk than give it to other. Do u know me? what relation is between us? he said stop stop, my phone is not with me i'm hospitalized that time so my phone was at my home. I startes crying he said noe i'm ok don't worry. Than i said u just have not common sence that u call me or messaged me once. He said its ok yr don't worry, don't take tension at all i'm fine now. Where are you? I said at the tushion. than he said ok than we talk later. I said ok take care and please call me if you feel something goes wrong he said ok bye, tc, cya, love u. i replied bye love you 2.
Good days are going and suddenly after 17 days our relationship, my phone rang and i recieve. She ask me are you harshi? Yes i replied. Hy i'm his girl friend. Now he don't want to talk with you so plese don't message or call him. There is just a missunderstanding between you and him. My relation with him is from the last 8 months. So please don't call or messaged him. I'm sorry from him side.
I just .... can't say that feeling.
I was totally herat broken. I'm not going to meet my friends, I'm not going to talk any one, I'm not eating any thing, I'm not studing well. and
He called me 2 or 3 times by mistake. So i said him if u calling me by mistake than delete my number so u can't contact me. He said ok and sorry. I was heart broken and messaged him can't we make a new relation? as a friend or sister? He replied no i'm not making sister any one. If you want to be my friend than it yes for my side. I read this message and i forget every thing.
But i don't reply his message or call back. He called me and asked me do u read my message? Yes i replied. Ok u have not probleam? i said no he said ok good. Hows ur life goinig? Have any b.f.? Yes life is goinig awsome and b.f. is also good. Oh! I'm happy for u that u moved on. I said hmmm.
I don't want to say lie but if said him that i still can't forgethim. He thinks that i'm avalible for him and i don't want to be his time pass. After 2 or 3 months i asked him hows ur g.f.? he asked who? i said who called me and said me that she is ur g.f. from last 8 months. oh! that one, brokeup that relation. Why? i asked . Because i love you. So i brokeup with her. Please don't lie, i'm ur friend whatever ur relation with her i never mind it. He said ok but i have no relation with her. I'm verry happy that day finally he is not in relation with any other girl.
Secondly he proposed me. My answer was as the first time a very big No. I said him we are good friends is a very good relation, i don't want to cry as the first time i did. I have no strategi to tolarate that now. He said don't worry i din't do that now. I realy love u so much. I'm at the kabristan for some work, if u don't say yes than attempt suiside. Oh please don't lie and don't say this rubbish. And when you are goinig to free than call me bye, and i cut the phone.
To be continued......