The story of my life

Hello.. 

When i was kid ( since the first day of my life to 5years old) , i was so happy,my daddy's princess i was important in his life  ^_^ ...

But, when i started to grow up and understand the meaning of life and stuff.. everything has changed :( The best and the awesome dad gone :o everything is gone..

I tried harder to adapt with the fucking situation.. it was ok :/

I have an older brother, he is 18years old right now. before 2 years ago he was acting my enemie because of my bad actions.. same for my little brother but with a different reason because the last one, just trynna look cool or older .. (stupid things)

after these 2years i started using my brain the thing that helps to fix the bad relation with my older brother and it was really helpfull..

But about my parents, it never get fixed and i don't think that it will be , because all they care about is themselves.. plus they have problems the thing that makes everyone of them throw his anger on me, the big problem is only on me not on anyone of my brothers :((

that make me feel lonely and sad , very sad. it really hurts and still hurts till today :(

The only one who gave me the hope to keep fighting with this fucking life was my best friend , she supported me a lot. but i didn't know whats happened and i realized that she was a fake friend , fake person like everyone in the whole universe :'((((((

FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKKKK IM FUCKEDDDDDD UP :/ FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!