I cannot find a single path that leads to you,
The road, which we decided to tread together
Has broken.The future which we were to spend in
Each other's arms,is unsure of its existence.
Remember we had promised each other??
Even if I die I shall be by your side;
One of us is still alive,and is nowhere near.
You know who it is..and the other one,
A corpse with its heart still beating,is searching
For its lost half,who was supposed to be at its side.
Love is in the air,couples are living their dreams,
Getting betrothed,becoming one,joining hands.
And then there's me,weeping to death,
Cursing my fate,hiding myself from the rays of glory
And happiness of every soul around me,as it
Pains me from within.Yes the glee around you
Does not always make you smile.I hurl swears
At God,and then pray to him,for the fulfilment of
My futile hopes of being your pampered little girl.
But each moment brings me closer to the fact that
You are gone,and your hatred and remorse are the
Only gifts you have left me,apart from the painful memories
From the past which remind me of your long lost affection,
Which was my strength at one point of time,
But has now become a far fetched dream.
I am the gravest destitute in the universe.Yes,
This is what I feel.If given a chance to make a wish,
The only wish I would ask for is my past which I long for.