The fourth dimension of life
It is the year 2014. 33 years old, that is my age now. But which type of age ?, in fact this number only refers to my biological age, my body cells which may divide, grow or even die...etc. Every year i used to ask myself : What is the most valuable thing i can do, or already did or i have to discover in my life and in my running years? . I can't believe that our life is only this rigid flat file of daily sequence of events !!!, to getup in the morning, go to work or school, have some fun , go back , then sleep to getup again !!! being a doctor ? ok i'm a successful doctor now, what then ? , gaining money ? ok i can gain money though it is not one of my great interests. Helping people ? . there is no doubt that all of these things are wonderful, but what if there is another dimension of this life that our eyes can't see and we are loosing that part every moment of our life ?! what a great loss ! .
I kept asking till that day, finally i found my own treasure , something that i wish i can share it with all humanity. Just if all people can see what i see and understand what i mean ? but how ? it is a gift and not something to be learned otherwise it will be only some stupid words for others. If only they can belive me that i found the greatest treasure in this life ? the greatest secret in the world is that " I can expand my age " , yes i can live hundred years in one day . That is my discovery.
Some people can do, others can not. Some will freeze watching the beauty of sunset hugging this view in their hearts , others will not even notice the greatness of this moment. Some will fly when they contemplate the innocence of a child crying then suddenly smile with all his/her heart when the same person do nonsense movements to make him/her smile, while others will only notice the noise of this Baby.
You will have a new life every day if you can feel and see the beauty everywhere , if you can't hate anyone anymore even your enemies, if you can respect all people whatever they are , if you can value the life and freedom of others, for humans, animals and even plants, if you are able to be a real human , simply if you are able to love , you will find your real treasure, your own discovery and your own life secret.
My story started 16 years ago, when i felt that thing for the first time, that beautiful feeling, when i saw that girl. Honestly i don't know till now if she was really a human or an angel. I found that heart created only for one purpose; to make others happy, to heal others. Everyone called her " the pure soul " . I fall gladly in love with this clear soul and she also did. A pure love was born , love full of respect, full of simplicity, soules with no hatred or envy . True love makes you love everyone and everything around you, makes you see other worlds that others can't see, makes you able to see beauty in everything. This is a real gift and this girl is my own miracle. She taught me all of that even without words.
More than 10 years ago, i saw her with her beautifull smile crossing the street , i saw that mad car coming so fast, i saw my newborn innocent dream dying, i cried with no tears and with no sound. Alone again, why she? why not somebody else? why not even me? .
Years passed and her words still singing in my ears, that love is not about hands coming physically in contact to each other, not just a look with the eyes to see the one you love, love is not some words to say. True love will never die, even if your eyes can't see the other and if the one you love is not just physically here and you cant touch. It is not just a temporary feeling when you see each other.
Years and years and i still love her more and more, and never forget her a single moment, i'm happy that i can see her everywhere, in the water of the sea, in the sunset, when i wake up and even when i close my eyes before sleep. I couldn't love any other one, every time i see a girl , i see her face and only her face everytime.
People around me think that i'm depressed and shocked and that i'm always alone, but that is not true. Just how can i tell them the truth and how i'm lucky , and how i can see what they can't see and even don't know about? .
Having a loving heart after a true love is the best thing in the world, then you can see everything, know all the secrets of life and see every beauty in the world. " It is not the eyes that grow blind, but the hearts do ".
Ebrahim Saad
dribrahimsaad11@yahoo.com
Alexandria, Egypt
Short real story