Launchorasince 2014
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Him. . . ?


There is this guy, and he is pretty amazing. He has many flaws but i accept him in every way, good and bad. This guy has me so hypnotized, i love to write but i never can find time to put my feelings to paper. But lately i have all these mixed emotions so i find time so i can write how i feel well of course about him. So here it goes. . . . : Well I met you last year during my freshman year and as i was training for s-1, you were getting ready for that 12 mile road march. I remember the first time i saw you. It was in the staff room and i was sitting down by the computer i work on usually. And i see this unfamiliar guy and he caught my eye instantaneously. My mouth practically dropped the first time i seen you, because it was like seeing perfection. At first i tried getting closer and closer to you every chance i got but then i found out you had a girlfriend so i basically backed off. But i never stopped crushing on you. We would text every little now and then which was cool for me because i got to know you little by little. But then this year some pretty intense things have been happening between you and me. Lets just say we have became really close and my feelings have been super sized because im border lined from being in love with you. But i'm trying to figure out ways to not be so attached like i have been lately so im sort of pulling away. But friday night when you left to flagstaff for competition you hadnt even drove off yet and i felt so sad like I missed you already. I miss your smile right now that im thinking of you. I know im not going to be able to pull away but i will keep trying. Not just for you but for me.