I AM SORRY! MY FUTURE HUSBAND
I am broken now, I guess I am not that girl which you must deserve but I promise I will love you more than what you expect. But there is a request please don't do what the other guy did to me.
You can break my heart by not forgiving me for loving the other guy beyond everthing before you. For not making love with you for the very first time. For not nurturing you like my own baby for the first time. But please don't break me even if you want to break my heart. I can't be broken further, I am already into pieces dear.
I am sorry!
The only thing I learned is that first never lasts thats why it is called the first. First love, first kiss, first making of love everything would never last. Everything is hitting me back and fading away. Although I am broken but I am still strong enough to be the old girl which I always wanted to be.
Now I only want to wait. Wait for you, your love, your nurture, your care, your kiss, your touch. I promise I won't let anyone to ruin our love, our relation. I am still yours and will be till my last even if we never get married, never get to see each other, never get to meet each other.
I am waiting for you my, Future husband......