I gave u all my love, my precious time, shared my secrets, told all my dreams, and said all my unsaid thoughts to you. I poured all my heart in front of you. But all you gave to me was just regrets. Regrets of being with you, regrets of those beautiful memories, regrets of falling in love with you, regrets of those promises which meant nothing to you but everything to me. These regrets which turn to tears which you once called ‘precious’ rolls down from my eyes while remembering you.
You said that ‘I am at first in your priority’. But it turned to only a saying only. You said that ’I will be always be there for you’. But always left me alone during my harsh times and gave stupid reasons to justify your absence. You promised that ‘You will never ignore me’. But you did. It pained me a lot seeing you trying to jealous me by getting closer to others.
We promised that we will keep our promises, but you never did it. You turned my life which I thought once a heaven to hell. You made my first love to be last one. You made my true love a joke. Why did you lied that you loved me? Why did you promised such things? Why did you lied? Why did you come closer to me when wanted to you leave me one day without any reason but with a deadly silence? Why?
I had 1000 reasons to forget you but I stood with that one reason that was hope, hope that your heart still hears me now. But now I can’t lie to myself anyone. I have not lost anyone but you have a lost a person who have loved like no one else could. I know that you never understood why I said “thank you” and left when you came to me after 2 years may be realized what you have done. I meant that thank you for all the lessons you gave to me. Because I have once promised to you that one day I will give you something that no one have ever gave you, it is regret, it was your turn to suffer. I did it I kept my promise, because promises are meant to be kept…..