This early morning while doing laundry made me think of things that aren't going in my way. There's just so many that I nearly bawled my eyes out. I know everyone has their fair share of stress/depressing story, I do respect that and so do you. I write it here as my way to empty my bottled emotions.
Maybe I became that emotional 'cause come to this monthly menstruation when in fact that's one of my concerns, I expected it would be today. The items that I want to have and have been ordered hadn't still been prepare for delivery till the expected date had passed. I figured it will give just enough happiness to me to enjoy it myself for those long stressful days. It was a disguise outfit ok not a sex toy or anything, kid you. I extended the date for them hoping this time they will deliver it, I REALLY WANT IT. The album that I bought 2months ago hasn't still been delivered, I know I should understand the circumstances that we now have but I'm an impatient person. Several months had passed since my idols comeback but I still haven't listened to the full album. I hope even just an update on what happened to the parcel, the same with my first complaint. Third, I know I'm just infatuated to this person because he's handsome and also kind. I learnt that he's being paired with someone in my class and it's not me, it's ok I can accept it cause I haven't fallen deeper haha. In addition to my dismay, he said in one of his replies in the comment section in our group page that he has a crush on someone but not reciprocated. I didn't doubt it because his barkada is teasing him and I think they know who she is. Lastly, if it hadn't for this pandemic, covid-19, we would have already a data from the client and a system for the client and we would have already defended our thesis. *sigh* Unfortunately, it became like this. Our adviser told us that we can't defend our system because of lacking in several areas. We can't contact our client. Our prof told us that us we should not force the client as they are all trying to revive the company because of this pandemic. Can this just be a mass promotion and just let us graduate once and for all? I hope we can graduate this year I want to work now. LET THERE BE A MIRACLE PLEASE! LET THERE BE A MIRACLE PLEASE! T.T