Struggle i wake up to

What struggle means to you ? 
Yeah.. when i wake up in the morning .. well actually that's the real struggle.
Whole of the dream that revolves around the night suddenly vanishes, on the dot i shut my eyes to revive back the scene but what i see is the black, red, sometimes violet, or maybe greenish wall. Missing the first shot of the day i laugh, good for health.I get back to making a decision of which body part should be moved first, it'll be cold, under there is warm, deciding is tough, but that's where the day has to be begun.
"Okay! Get out of the comfort zone, that's where the success lies.. fine.. just after 2 minutes you're gonna bash off from this bed, run straight into the bathroom". Just after 2 min. implementation gets closer, since you've told yourself therefore can't deny and a jerk of jumping out of the bed, horrifying others, smashing the door of the bathroom and there you are. Up and out of the bed. Did i just succeeded with the first plan. oh well well! it's easy.. indeed exhausting.. hush.. but easy! 

"In the beginning,
dream was out of the hand

Catching it further,
but became immovable.

Desperately in need of achieving it,
you decided to win

You planned a little,
it was firm.

Once the steps were clear,
back and forth with the grim.

Implementation, 
accomplished and won"