I love reading so much and I love writing. But in that last thing. I suck! Every time I feel inspired and want to write something down. I fail! I know exacly what I feel and in my head I know exacly what I want to say, but when I want to express myself. I drown in my own toughts and feelings. The words in my head gets to much and the feeling makes it worse. My pen writes things that don't explain what I feel. because I don't find the right words for it .
But in a rare moment you stop drowning in that sea of words, and you start swimming to the coast and from there you see exacly what you want. you're thoughts and feelings are one now. The words are rinse one by one, and you start writing down the words in the right order. You finally can express yourself the way you Always wanted to do. And when you finish the story or whatever you wrote. You see a reflection of yourself in the story you wrote down.