successful.......is a long path

my life fraught with struggles ,obstacles that  make me Back to back . i 'm a girl who aspire to success , i want to be on the top ,but  successful ....is a long path ,you must be patient ,strong enough to carry on  .one of my obstacles is love is  blocking  my way.my boy is a lovely person that i adore so  much ,but he is looking bad from time to time ,some times i hate him and other time i love him,so my life in chaos , love is confusion me my life people ,every single person in this universe ,people describe  find love as enigma , for me it is ,hard ti understand hard to believe it ;i cant deny i m in love , in other word it 'is a huge barrier between love and success ,success need a person who give every piece in his mind to study ,education,learning,reading.but love take every part  in your life not only your  body and mind ,that's why i describe love as  a barrier .....