That side of her no one saw..

Like a melody to her ears the voice of his footsteps turned out to be,

Dreams that appeared so far had a hold to be seen again by her,

wondered how it used to be when he was there.

Stabbing a hundred knives in her heart when he didn't look back,

Out loud she screamed in the dark , when none saw her.

Sang a thousand lullabies to herself to go to sleep,

insomniac she always came out to be.

Traumatized by the fact , he will not come back.

Like a tide comes back to shore again and again,

she hoped he would do so.

Unaware of the consequences of loving him, she died a hundred little deaths all at once everyday.

Healing wasn't possible, indeed a battle that was to win for her to come out of his halo,

 Miles then she walked alone by herself even when for the name sake he was there beside her,

Like a mystery everyone looked at her,

 Like a screening of a new movie she looked like,

curious was everyone to open her up but only a teaser they saw of her.

No one got the chance to undress her pain that she carried in herself,

Like a cigar her soul burnt each day passing by,

with time it got hollow.

There was no more love to carry for herself,

The teenage dream she wanted to live killed her ,

yet she survived.

Her bones crashed but this time it didn't make any sound,

Silence became the ruler and it made her a slave of itself.

Fires burning inside her exhausted when the winters shown up on her window pane slowly snowing outside.

 She loved the idea of love ,

still she does. 

one more time,

but with a twist in her tale,

this time for herself.