I'm still hoping that I will not count my own time but sometimes when you've been through a lot and when you lose people that you love dearly it often comes to your mind that what if you're the one that counts your remaining time.
what if...
What will I leave besides memories?
Would I write a book and pour my heart out?
Would I write letters until it ends?
Will I tell my stories or let other people tell them for me?
Should I create more memories?
Will that be enough?
Oh time. time is just so precious now.