The Change in Me

People change.

Yes people change for a reason. Most of the time people change because they got tired of experiencing the same thing. They get tired of broken promises, if the endless cycle of lies and the consequently the hurt that followed thereafter. They got tired of giving not just second chances but many many lost chances. They got tired of people who couldn't care less.

And that's the thing. When you change, people notice. People complain. People say they like the old you. People wanted you to stay the same. The person they can lie to over and over again. The person they can control. The person who's going to be okay with everything.

That's not going to be the case this time. I swear I'll never allow my plans to be dependent on others. I will go where I want to. I will eat what I want, even if I'm alone. And I will do thing I plan to do, even if I have to do them alone. I will not depend my decision on people who constantly alters my plan. I will not let my friendship with people come first before my happiness.

This time, my priority is me. This time my happiness comes first. This time I'll be the one in control.