The Impossible Us

I tried pulling myself away from you
I run as far as I can
I tried erasing every moments with you
I closed my eyes as tight as I can

But my heart can't deny
That heavy feeling it bears
So heavy that it push me down
That makes my day so dull

I kept on pulling myself from you
Waiting that you'd push me away
But you didn't do anything
You never made me feel the gap

Will I be so stupid to be just your friend
Will I be strong enough to pretend it's fine
Can I fake a smile that hides the pain inside
Can my feelings reach you and feel it too

How fool am I to ask these questions
When I know the answers, no need to ask
But at the back of my mind I can't help but hope
That someday...

It's not just you, not even you and I, but the impossible US. #czary032518