The inner me......

Today I sat down and asked to the inner me ,"What do you want from me and why?"

The inner me replied ,
"I want peace. You're losing me . Stop being inactive. Listen to me cause I'm you, the real you. I want you to dream high and don't want you to be shy. Do what I say cause you know I'm right. You should listen to me. Because I'm going to be with you in your loneliness. I'm the only one who is going to help you in those many important decisions of your life."
My head flowed with these thoughts. It seems the inner me is upset with me. I don't know what it wants me to do. So I asked it same.

"Do hardwork, become active,enjoy more,be happy , leave the boring you and join the happy me. But you're not. You must always learn something new, must polish yourself. But
You're not. Can I ask why.Atleast care for yourself.",the inner me said.

I continued listening to it.
It said ," Help me, I'm dying . I need to come out in form of you. Don't control your anger, donot save it , just pour it out on paper . Use it as your tool . Don't let it use you . It would give peace me too. Donot destroy the inner me which is the real you . Don't harm yourself by being senile. It hurts me too. Care for your health at least, it all will improve you and me both."

Hearing this, I asked ," Are you sad ?"
"No I'm not . But yes it felt bad when you not listened me, even though I was correct and that you too knew. But it's okay. At least now you cared for me. I'm happy. ",It said.

Am I changed?, I asked the inner me.
"Change is indeed painful but yet needful. Yes you are changed.Everybody changes but good thing is that the raw you ,that is the inner you, that haven't changed. The outer change didn't affect the inner you.",it said.

At last it said.......,
" No matter what you are,
  Where you are?
  Just feed me with love and care."