I want to apologize for all the wasted time. I wanted to apologize for hoping still that there's magic in there. I wanted to apologize for waiting for this moment before deciding to end everything. I want to apologize for all the times I tried making it work.
Forgive me, myself.
It's the last time that you will regard him as someone special. It's the last time you will think of those moments and cherish them. It's the last time you will value that brief connection. It's the last time you will care. It's the last time you will have to walk away.
After this, no more turning back. After this, no more heavy feelings. After this no more hesitations. After this, you'll let go of even the tiniest hope in your heart. After this, you will stop trusting. After this, you won't waste your time. After this, you're gonna be okay.
And soon, after this you will realize that there's more to life. You will realize that life is lighter, happier, alone. You will be okay.
This time, for real.