I'm sorry I had to let go of you
just to pull someone else closer
I'm sorry I loosen up my grip
but held on to someone else's
I'm sorry I closed doors for you
but then opened the windows
I'm sorry I loved him
instead of loving you
I never realised your love was better,
Our bond was stronger
Our memories wider
Our future's brighter together
I failed to remember
that you
were there long before
You saw the monsters within me
You felt me both on fire and ice
You see passed through me
You were once my only
But I chose him instead
Forgetting the us that we had
Dumbly hoping for the we,
him and me, together
that will never be