It's already one year. One year from those memories whom I thought it'll last forever. One year passed by already, but it seems like it was just yesterday when we had our sweetest times. The midnight conversations, the sweetest good nights and good mornings. The serious talks and funny chats. All those things are still fresh in my mind and heart.
I have this wishful thinking that someday we'll build our future together. I always dream to spend my life with someone like you. Someone whom I thought so different from the rest, someone I thought who will never leave me alone. Someone I thought who will love me for who I really am, even if I'm imperfectly perfect.
I was a naive girl, believing all those fantasies in my head. Believing that life is a wonderful fairytale-world. But then, I was awakened from my whimsical dream. Everything what I had in mind was way too far from the reality.
That one summer, when I met you, was the best summer of my entire life. I learned that love doesn't count how many days you've spent with, but it counts those countless heartbeats whenever you're talking or you're with that person. Love is all about how you made magic to each other. How you smiled even if you did nothing but sitting silently in the night sky.
You were my perfect what-if. I couldn't count anymore how many what-ifs I've been thinking after we drifted away.
What if you're still with me right now? Are we still happy? What if I let you break down my walls? Would you still stay with me until now?
I know what's done is done. We can't turn back time. But, I still never lose my hope that someday we'll see each other. Someday, you'll figure out that I'm the only one who truly cares for you. And, someday I'll find answers to all my questions.
Thank you for that wonderful summer that you gave me. The one-month love story we had, was the sweetest time of my life. You shake me off from my silent world. For such a short period of time, you changed the other part of me.
Now that you're gone, I realized that no one and nothing is permanent in this world.
Time will really come that they'll leave you even if they promise you how many times to stick with you forever.
Thank you for leaving me. You taught me how to be strong and independent without you.
Thank you for everything my summer love.