You probably miss the old me
the one that knocks on your room ,greet you with a smile and ask if you have eaten already
the one that will playfully lay on top of you while you're watching videos on your phone
the one that will just hug you and gently caress your back
the one that will buy your favorite food and bring it to you happily
the one that will tell you to kiss her because she just said so
the one that will put her hand on your back pocket just because she feel like it.
the one that will tell you everything on her mind
There is a lot of things you will probably miss.
Those were the things she thought will show you how much she loves you.
Those were the things she did for you to stay.
Maybe thats why we have a saying that says "Always love and appreciate what you have before life teaches you to love what you lost."
The thing about pain ,it changes everything.
How you see things through.
How you deal with it
How you it demands to be felt
How it keeps coming back
How it protects you not to feel the same pain with the same reasons again.
Pain and Time are friends they both changes everything, sometimes for the good and sometimes for the worse.