The Trouble With Loving You

I loved you.

I loved you when you told me you hated yourself.

I knew you needed his validation but I never get tired of showing how great I thought of you.

I knew you just laughed at it but I totally meant it. 

Every single day.

I loved you.

I loved you when you finally came out to me.

I knew that the first time we met you preferred men than women.

I knew you thought no one can't accept you but ,my dear, I will. 

Since day one I will.

I loved you.

I loved you when you told me you can't be there for me.

Even though when you needed me I was always there.

Even though I always knew I was just your second choice.

I loved you.

I loved you when you can't love yourself.

I loved you when you can't accept yourself.

I loved you when you can't be there for me.

I loved you when I knew you can't love me back.

And this is the trouble with loving you.