Does Feeling bad when someone else Is doing well in life make you a horrible person?
When you're at a point in life where it seems hard to keep breathing and you continually come across people who've got everything going for them, it just makes you a little more paranoid. What are you doing wrong?
For someone who thought had life together early, you have no idea how to keep going. Directionless would be an understatement.
When nothing's going for you, you tend to question your life. Your whole existence doesn't make sense. You're in a bad place. Emotional. Mental. Physical.
When adversity comes, it hits you everywhere and there's very little you can do to make yourself believe that better times will come.
You start searching for just one start. One push. And guess what? The things you search for are the things that elude you.
It's a never ending battle. Some days are particularly hard than others. There's unbearable pain. The pain of being disappointed in the world, its people and most importantly yourself.
It gets aggravated by all the discouraging words you get to hear from all around. You start to regret. It's a downward spiral.
You feel stuck.
You've to decide on your next plan of action and fast.
Well, there's no sure way to get out of this.
As you get up, day after day, life teaches you.. the best thing you can do is not give up on yourself. Believe that when everything is falling, spring is around the horizon. Believe in the mystical aspect of the world and keep going. Dream big. Things will go right for you one day, and that'll be the only push you'll ever need.