1. Vomit. A lot of it; mostly along the road when your parents are rushing you to the hospital in the middle of the night. Since then, throwing up isn't that much of a hassle when you're drunk. The world won't spin because you think it's about to stop.
2. Needles. Again, a lot of it. That's when you'll experience a sexual act for the first time without even knowing it. You won't be able to count how many times these bitches penetrate you because you are too busy trying to stop the pain. They usually go for the fingers since humans enjoy holding hands and comparing how big or small they are. You like it when someone bite your fingers and act like they're sucking the blood out of you but I'm sure you won't like that when you're 5 years old and a nurse is holding transparent thin glasses for your blood samples.
3. Plates. This time you'll wonder why your favorite plate, spoon and fork isn't there when you need it. Instead, you have this plastic, round, white one that has walls on it; creating rooms without doors for food you barely taste. In your house, there are no divisions on your plate and everyone is sat on the same table, but now you question why your rice, fish, and fruit are separated as if it won't join together inside your stomach.
4. Salon. You won't remember ever staying in a hospital for a week when you are 5. Instead, you are in a salon with a big mirror in front of you. Everything is white–the walls, the sheets, the pillows, the clothes, and your mother's face. Once, you complain why are you not in the right place (to die or to live) but before you could hear their explanation, from white, everything turns black.
5. Lotion. When you are 5, you don't really care about lotions, but when you're 5 and dying, you start to choose either the ones that smell or those that don't. You never see your mom cry. Instead, when you spread the lotion on your legs, you hear your mom reminding you to wear pyjamas when you go out to play with your neighbors. When you spread the lotion on your arms, you feel your mom's tight embrace. If she could be with you all the time to block everything that will do you harm, she will, but for now she's entrusting you to this lotion that says "back OFF!"