I know that you feel horrible when I am around. I know you blame me for your darkest days. You have cursed me whenever you got a chance. I ask you to rethink. Am I too bad to be your friend? I ask you to rethink.
I entered your life as soon as you stopped loving yourself. I was the one who acknowledged your presence back then. I was there when you got lost in the crowd and didn’t have the confidence to stand out. I tried to console you when she left the deepest place in your heart, I was the one who filled that void. I am still present only because you compare your life with others and forget that yours is precious too. I am still present because you are yet to nurture the peace that's inside you. I am still there because you think that the outside world is the only source of your existence and your happiness. I'll go when you realise that the source of your positivity is inside you. I'll go when you feel complete even if there's nobody to make you feel so. I'll move away when start loving yourself and feel lucky to be alive and well.
I know you never wanted me but I wasn't as bad as you think me to be. I have been the absence that you felt when everyone was present around you. I have been the hole in your heart where light sneaked in. I am the pain when everything seemed so soothing. That's when I made you the artist you are. I have made togetherness sweeter than anything.
My friend, I ask you to rethink before leaving me.
Your friend , Loneliness.