Thoughts of You

I

My mind is an ocean of fears, doubts and chaos

What makes you want to stay?

I sometimes fail to save me from drowning

A rare soul like you must just be lost

II

Trapped inside those stormy eyes

Will you let me stay once the storm is gone?

Will we sail in these gigantic waves

Or are we a wreck before we even started?

Hug me like it’s going to be the last time

Until my doubtful heart calms down

III

I thought I have you memorized already but you always come up of different ways to shatter me

IV

I found myself staring at the sunset

Envying how the day ended so beautifully

Unlike us