Launchorasince 2014
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To the first love that I will never have

Sad but true.

They all died in the end.

You were my first love and you will be my last.

We will only be there for each other. Best friends. Just there. Nothing more.

Loving someone that doesn't love you back is masochism. It's not unrequited love. Unrequited love is bullshit.

Why do I keep on watching videos that makes me hurt from the inside?

God! I miss kissing you. I miss kissing you feels like.

I should have kissed you if I knew. And hugged you a little longer.

Nasanay na ako na nandyan siya. Na okay lang. Pero sa totoo ang sakit. Ang sakit2 pala. Ano kaya kung hindi na kami friends sa facebook? Mas ako yung naapektuhan kasi bitter pa rin ako at hindi pa rin na ka move on kung ginawa ko yun.

Matanong ko lang.. Do you love what you are doing? Kasi minsan diba? Nasanay na tayo at okay lang para sa atin kahit hindi tayo masaya.

Sayang no? Marami pa naman akung plano para sa atin dalawa.

Malabo ka naman kasi minsan e. Ayan tuloy na inlove pa rin ako sayo.

Ang daya mo! Ba't sa akin meron pa rin kurot na nadarama? E sayo parang wala lang? Talaga ba wala na? Paano mo malimut yung masasayang alaala? Oo nga pala. Alaala na lang ako sayo. Isang masakit naalaala. Sana masaya ka. At sana sa mga ginawa mo masaya ka din.

"Marami pa dyan. Wag ka stick to one."
Oo nga marami pa sila jan. Pero anung magagawa ko kung ikaw yung taong nagugustuhan ng puso ko? Malabo naman tayo sa pagmamahal dyan e. D naman natin alam kung ano dapat ang hindi para sa atin. O sadyang bulag lang talaga tayo sa katotohanan?

"Sigi ka. Baka jan lang siya sa tabi2 pero d mu napansin kasi you have someone on your mind already."
Oo I have someone on my mind pero d niya naman ako mahal. Okay lang. Atleast from a far minamahal ko sya. Kung alam niya lang.

"When eventually that guy doesn't give a shit on who you are!"
Okay lang sa akin atleast he know someone is caring for him.

"And you'll be crying cause you see him with another girl and everything falls apart."
Okay lang yun bukas hindi na sila nung girl. At hindi naman magfufall apart yung mundo ko.

"Kaya ganun.. Be happy na lang cause Mr. Right? Sometimes won't be the person you'd be expecting."
So be prepare to have your heart broken. With mix signals given.
Who sleeps in an apartment with another girl. Who gets drunk everynight to every party he goes. And kissing strangers til morning.

Kaya please lang. Wag na tayong magpakatanga! Alam naman natin na hindi sya para sayo. At alam mo na you're just another girl he knows.

You're much stronger than that. And I believe that nothing is impossible. And if he comes. You would know you're smarter to think that he's the one na talaga.

(Mt. Fuji in Japan is totally a great place to visit.)