a one night stand...
i falled Lio with ur smile and actions, those stolen times with u were the greatest, i was praying that night that if it was a dream being with u i would love not to wake up anymore. I want u and i like u. I want to let go of u and pf the memories that we had and have the courage to do so but my mind dont like the idea. Its painful because i know there would never be a me and u.
I thought its already you, the one that i've been waiting for 19 years, the one that i wish at 11:11, my wish evry time theres a falling star, my wish every bday and new year. I thought you are the one.
"Larii when we meet again, it will be all friendship"
That silence me for about 5 minutes. I continue to stare in your message, and suddenly i felt my tears in my cheeks. You know that is not what i like, you know i want more than that.
"Oh okay" that broke me into pieces but what should i say? Its obvious that you dont like me more than just a friend.
"Let's have a drink then? Tonight?" I replied
"Sure i'll wait for you. Same place" and i said yes, same place where i fall real quick for you, i still remember that night.
Months ago i met you in dating site, of all men that messaged me you caught my attention more than the other guys do. It started with a "hi, im Lio from France. Im a pilot" and i was like 'oh! He looks hot' everyday there is a hi, good morning, goodnight, how are you?, hi miss. You are very eager to know me , and i know that time that you like me, you show me pictures that impressed me a lot, you told me your achievements and im really proud of you. You were always the guy who cheers me when im down and cheers me when i feel alone.
Months passed and you come back here in my country for good, you invited me for dinner and it got me excited
"See you tonight" i fixed myself for 3 damn hours, im really nervous that time i practiced my walk and my smile. Yeah i did all those things, my mindset that time is that i should impress you!
"Im here , where are you" i said
"Wearing white shirt infront of Starbucks" i look around and notice a guy in pants and plain vneck shirt, 5'10 feet tall messy hair, holding a phone and looking around finding me. And then our eyes met, im 15 feet away but i know that you recognize my face already so then i smiled. You walk towards me and now were face to face "Hi! Larii?" You said with a big smile on your face
"Lio? Hi" i replied. You look damn hot! I wanted to say but keep my mouth shut and keep my giggles.
"Ah were both wearing white" i look at our clothes and yeah we are. I blushed
"Oh yeah. Haha" i said in a shy tone
"Let's find a restaurant to eat" i nod
You never stop talking and doing things to make me comfortable with you. In just 10 minutes im fine and cool with you the nervousness that i feel moments ago were vanished and i love it! You are so cool and fun and crazy! I like you!!
We talked about our families, beliefs, exes, school, works and eveything. We had a great time together.
We finished dinner, you asked me for a little walk. Suddenly your hand holds my hand. And that was my first time, i look at you and you smile
"I'll keep you with me" you said that brings butterflies to my stomach and makes my knees goes jelly. Your hands are going in my belly but i like the feeling so i let you touch it.
"My place is just 5 minutes away from here, do you want to come?" You ask
I know that time that there might be something to happen. I froze and look you in the eye, you smile and you're eyes are begging me please. I like you that time that even my "No " cant slip on my mouth.
"Okay" i said
You hold my hand tightly, my heartbeat start to race, excitement and nervousness. Elevator goes up and up to the 40th floor. I gulp. You insert your key at the door while still holding my hand. Open the door for me and turn on the dim light. Your place looks great i went to the window and the scenery makes me wow. City lights and busy street are clear from here and then i feel your hands around my waist, turned me around facing you and claim my lips. Im shock that time but i love the taste of you. I hold the back of your head to deepen the kiss, you smiled and pulled put.
"Can we?" I nod, you smile and held my hand upstairs until we reach your bed. Sitting on your bed you undo my sandals kissing my legs up that give me sensation that is very new to me. Im no virgin but this feeling is all new to me. Claiming my lips again you smile and i gave you a shy smile. You hold the hem of my dress and pull it off, you stared at me and smile your kiss goes down to my neck... To my breast... Suck it lick it and massage it. Back to my lips while undoing my remaining clothes. I pulled your shirt off revealing your gorgeous body. Unbelt your pants and you help me to pull it down with your underwear. I gulp.
You climb on top of me claiming my lips again and i feel you entering me, spreading my legs then you are inside me. I hear you groan and i am too. Slowly and you are gaining speed. You got me looking side to side, and i see you eyes closed and feeling the rhythm both of us know. Shouting names, groans and moans.
"Baby" you groan, and i smile for i know im making you happy. And i felt something building up inside me
"Im coming Lio!!!" I shout
"I am too" and there you fall above me both catching our breath. And then you get up and go directly to restroom leaving me on the bed. I stared on the ceiling thinking of what happen, did i regret that? NO
" can i use your comfort room??" You nod and give me a towel
When i went out you are on your phone while lying on the bed half naked. I sat beside you and you hug me on my waist.
"Are you okay?" You ask
"Yeah im fine" i said with a shy smile
"Come here" i went to bed and lay in your arms you kiss my forehead and i hugged you
"I enjoy this night" you said
"Me too" i replied and i close my eyes. Then my phone rings and thats my mom
"Need to go?" You asked
"Yeah i cant stay all night with you" you simply smile and patted my head
"Okay get done fixing yourself" i nod
Going out of the building yoy are still holding my hand. Were on the sidewal and you keep teasing me not to leave. I want to stay but i cant. You kiss me on my lips before i get in in the cab im really sad to leave.