Have you ever experienced that moment when you realized that you're developing feelings to someone? Like you wanted to block that stupid idea in your head but it keeps on coming back?
You keep saying it to yourself that "Stop it. You can't possibly like him." But your thoughts keep reminding you how compatible you guys are.
That everytime you talk to him you always laugh. That there's no awkward moment. That you can always say whatever you want.
You don't want to have feelings for him because you know that he just think of you as friend.
You don't want to have feelings for him because you're tired of one sided love.
You dont want to have feelings for him because you wanted to be love as well and you know that falling for that someone will not do anything.
So what you do is you close your eyes and try not to think about him and wished that tomorrow your 2AM thoughts will be forgotten.