It's been 5 months since I left my job. Still, don't know which road will I take. Depression is eating me alive. Pressure is on backup. I don't know where to hide. People are so mean, they keep talking about me. Plus the problem in the society.
Three times I attempted to commit suicide, but I am still alive. Thanks to this man who never give up on me. But, I think sooner or later I'm about to loose him. I'm scared because he is the one that I'm holding on to.
Yes, yes, I know I'm exaggerated but how can I tell him that I cheated on him? That I regret doing it? That I kissed another man. Wait. don't judge me, nothing happened between us. I'm just drunk during those moments. But what if he don't believe me?
I think I must...