So out of a sudden I thought about you. It's seems so random I was back reading my best friends messages to check something and I found the screen capture of our conversations.
It's funny and kind of sad too. You were so sweet I love every message you sent back then.
Maybe because I really like you before. It was the first time I felt something like that. I always smile and I'm always in a good mood. I was really in cloud nine. I didn't overthink I just follow my heart at that time because I know you're a good guy and I know that you're someone that I can trust.
Do you have any idea that you have that effect on me?
Do you have any idea how happy I felt that finally you notice me?
That finally you made the first move?
I.was.so.happy.
But then it just stopped. I tried reaching out but it was no use.
You seem like a stranger now. I really don't know why you stopped it. Sometimes it bothers me every time we saw each other in the hallway.
I wanted to ask why.
I wanted to know the reason.
Is it because of me? Is it a personal reason? Is there someone else?
I really don't know what the reason is. I want to understand you. Maybe this is one of the reason that I can't move on to this stupid “almost something” because I don't know the reason why you left.