Can you still remember me?
I hope not.
You should have been successful now and you don't deserve to remember me. You don't deserve to remember the pain, heartaches, confusions, agonies, and depressions I caused you.
I am sorry. I'm young and weak. I have no idea that world could be this cruel and messy.
I am sorry. I am careless and reckless. I don't think of the consequences of my actions. As long as I know that it could make me happy. No, actually I do things as long as I wanted to do it.
I am sorry. I am stubborn. I know what 'should be' from what 'should not'. But I insist on the things I thought would be the best for me although I know it's not right. I am just so uncontrollable.
I know, I don't deserve to be remembered by you. I messed up and it caused you pain. But can you remember me for once in a while at least?
Remember my stubbornness. As I insist to hug people I love because it gives me joy.
Remember my carelessness. As I throw my umbrella and soak myself with the pouring rain, smiling and loving it.
Remember my weakness that is also my strength that keeps me going on no matter what happened in my life.
And please...
Remember that I'm young who's never afraid to get hurt, fail and be rejected for the prize of being happy, loved and successful.
I beg you to remember me.
Remember, you were once me.
Sincerely,
The younger you.