It's funny to think that I'm still writing about you, as I am sitting here thinking how I can trust again.
I don't really trust easily. I don't usually give my trust just to anyone, and you know that. You know that I have trust issues because of my past, but then you chose to break it like a fragile soul trying hard to live again.
You told me not to trust anyone because they might just disappoint me. You told me to believe you cause you will never ever do something that will make me cry. You even told me that you're different from the other guys, and you'll never ever break my trust.
It's sounds so real. Even if I have this fear of trusting anyone, I chose to believe you and let you hold my guard.
I have this walls around me that I purposely build, wherein no one can climb easily just to protect my heart. But with you, all the coldness, the nonchalance, and aloofness have gone away.
Can you believe that? You're the only one who made these things possible. You're the only one who thawed the ice out of me.
Well I guess, you're really good at deceiving people. You're a pseudo behind those bright smile that can give me chills whenever you looked at me.
It's funny, the person who promised me everything was the one who made all the chaos and the mess right now.
It's funny, the one whom I entrusted my trust and my heart, was the one who broke it with just a single blow.
Don't worry, I have everything covered. I may not be the prettiest or the someone you're looking for, but I can be the strongest person you'll ever know.
I will rebuild my walls higher than before, so you can no longer destroy it, for in case you'll be here again when you're bored.
And oh, one last thing, you should've told me you're just playing with me, so I could've give you a nice game you'll never forget.
But thanks anyway, I learned not to trust and not to let my guard down.
Thanks, you're making me stronger than ever.