I know it hurts seeing you love another
But 'not seeing myself loving you’ is worse than ever,
‘Cause it’s like I let go just to give up on you,
And let another love you till you love her too…
I know it’s hard to choose between forgetting and regretting,
Both of them just make my world stop turning and spinning,
I know what it feels like to be vulnerable,
It’s slaying my existence like I’m truly breakable…
I think it’s much better to say goodbye,
‘Cause it’s like I sing to you a lullaby,
I watch you sleep as the night shuts,
Listen to you as you call out her name with no ‘buts’…
I think it’s less painful if I just erase you from my mem’ry,
But I guess…there’ll be more pain if I let you go blurry,
It’s like you’re really a shadow that ne’er leaves my past,
The only problem is…time’s running fast that we reach our last!
I know you’ll only think of me as a stranger in your dreams,
You’ll only see me like an invisible cloud as the moon beams,
I’m no dot ‘cause I’m nothing like an empty blank space,
I can ne’er whisper to you like a wind nor feel your tight embrace…
I hope you’ll feel what I feel even if you don’t feel for me,
I know you’ll ne’er be mine but I hope you’ll see things as they should be,
I hope you’ll ne’er change a thing that may possibly change all things,
I hope you’ll ne’er ignore ev’rything you feel and ev’rything it brings…
I know it’s crazy but I really want you to know that I ‘write’ this for you,
I may not use my blood and tears to write this but my ‘feelings are in blue’,
I know it’s foolish to admit but it’s all because of you… and you alone,
You and you alone make me feel like a nameless corpse turned to stone.