Today, I have decided to let you go. I finally realize that I deserve more than just being an option or am I really an option? I deserve more than just a temporary happiness when your down. I don't deserve to be left hanging, wondering and thinking what am I really to you, if I really am important to you. I don't deserve those sleepless nights crying just because I couldn't figure out if we were something or that it was just purely a game for you. Really, I'm through dealing with all those mix signals you've been giving me that never meant any thing in the first place. I don't deserve to be treated like the way you did because I deserved to be loved, and if shutting you out of my life means to be happy again, then farewell. I won't hang on with your antics anymore, I had enough of them.
I hope someday I will find a love that will sweep me off my feet, the kind of love that will make me forget that you ever existed in my life. For now I'm letting you go, for good this time. You we're a lesson I learned the hard way, however, I guess life is a continues journey of learning, loving and letting go. So good bye now!