I once loved the day we met.
I had a thrilling sensation in my legs.
Did not know whether it was fear or excitement.
Now i regret that day
Now i am sure the thrilling senaation
Is fear, fear of thinking of losing you.
I tried not to look at your whats app DP,
I tried to act like i dont care,
But the only person i care about is you.
I try to run and pretend i dont have feelings anymore,
Although knowing very well i am consumed by them.
I know dear you have moved on,
Even i would if i could,
But the heart wants to hold on,
It fears breaking apart,it is scared to trust again.
Why do i keep playing this game of hormones called love,
When i deeply and sincerely know there is pain on the other end,
Instead of simply eating a chocolate to cure the urge.
Deep down i know i want to say something,
But i cant seem to find the right words,
So i told my heart to shut up,
And said to it" THIS TOO SHALL PASS".