I travel up and down every weekend. But this ride is a special one because the 'excuse to come ' is the best one. I am gonna meet my most favourite person in the world. She is the one of the person I love. She is the reason why I had so much fun in my last year at school.
I still don't know how we met, how did we become so close. I had never imagined that she would be an important part of my life. I still wish that I had met her earlier so I could spend more time with her. Sitting in the train all these memories that we had come back to me and I smile like a kid who gets his favourite candy. I still remember how we used to sit on the last bench open our history books and just show each other random pictures saying this is you this is you. I still remember how I used to smile like an idiot when she used to say shut up. I didn't think that this would turn into something deep. But oh how I loved spending time with you.
I still remember how I used to hate it when your boyfriend used to come and sit next to me and talk to you. I still am jealous of that guy for getting you. But that was probably my mistake because I didn't have the courage to say or do anything. And when I told you everything it was already late. I guess that's my problem I always wait too much.
Now that we are meeting after two years I try thinking how much have you changed? How much have I changed? I'm not the same old guy you knew in school. They say the journey is more important than the destination but this one time the destination is the most important thing than the journey and I know that it will be worth it in the end. I am telling myself not to cry when I see you. But I can't help it if it just happens. Leaving you once was my mistake which I'm not gonna repeat....
I hope we stay like this (or more than this I wish) for many more years to come.