Turning 25 is BIG, I mean really BBIIGGGGgggg… Its halfway through the twenties. It’s the time when most of us are still struggling to figure out what we want to do with our life. Till now all we wanted was to grow up… To get through with our schools and college and to be on our own.. but now all we want is to slow this time.. I did had this crazy thought how good it would have been if the journey of life was till here only like a circle.. School college a few years of job and then back to school.. :P How amazing it sounds.. ?? But then comes the reality that nothing can slow time… alas this too shall pass…
All this brings me to the reality and fact that I will be turning 25 in the next 194 days.. I am going through a very crazy period of my life which is full of emotions and feelings and dreams and aspirations.. but in between all that the one thing that I don’t have right now is time.. there is so much going on in life that I rarely have time to wait and reflect.. but at the same time I do realize that I am not going to turn 25 again and this period of my life is going to define me in a lott of ways and I want to remember this.. I want to know this turning 25 girl with all the phases of the life she is going through and thus I have decided to make an effort.. I want to capture every emotion, every feeling, every event I am going through currently for the next 194 days… at least as much is possible for me... So that one day when I finally have time I can look back and know this girl in complete… the way she felt, the things she want in her life, her priorities , her opinions, her way of dealing with circumstances, her good phases, her bad phases…. And everything. So this is going to be it.. an effort to know myself and a gift for the future me.. my dear diary which will be safe and hidden till the time I wanna look back and know me.. ;)
PS to future me:- you just had this weird thought and you did think about making a journal or a diary but then nothing was as safe and reliable as this place.. and since you have been using this place to write for 2 yrs now.. you thought why not here and so you begin.. currently in your Office, mid afternoon… no work mood :p
Lastly , I will like to quote a few lines from one of my friend's poem which am really liking right now..
Zindagi se zindagi ka har tajurba chahiye,
kuch naye marham mujhe chote purani chahiye..
bas mujhe mere liye aisi kahaani chahiye,
Zindagi se bas mujhe zindagaani chahiye... !!
Yours…. 12th Oct 2016, 2:30 PM
Shubho Bijoya