Unexpected.
That's a word that could perfectly describe you.
I met you in an unexpected time. In an unexpected situation. And lost you in an unexpected circumstance.
The moment we said hi to each other, I never thought we'll be that close. But some beautiful things come, when you least expected them anyway. Well then, it happened. I was drawn to you, all the way, unexpectedly.
You weren't the guy I would usually like to be with. I saw you as feminine, vain and overconfident at first. Someone that I would never fall for. But you proved that you're harmless, gentle and kind. Someone who's loyal, true and too old for playing cheating games.
We enjoyed each other's company. We smiled, laughed and been so boisterous, not minding the people around. We were like dumb fools. Like happy joeys in the loose.
We shared a lot of things. We're both similar, but pretty different in many ways. A strong, wonderful connection. We had that respect of each other's uniqueness. And it's something inviolable.
It's like serendipity for real. Like having you as a present in front of my home, sent by a sender I didn't know if true, but firmly believed that existed.
I began liking you. Day by day. Night after night. Until my feelings grew. It went real. It went all deep. It was so strong, that my heart couldn't contain all the emotions inside.
But I have to stop it. I had to. Coz we both knew it's wrong. It's illegal. It's a happy feeling, but can never be justified as right.
But you remained unchanged. You said you felt something strong too. But if it was that strong, why didn't you choose me?
You ignored me, took me for granted. And showered the emotions you once had for me to another soul.
You led me on. And made me, securely in love with you. And said, you couldn't reciprocate the amount of love that I have. You said it all, You told me the words I dreaded, right after taking everything from me.
I lost. Entirely everything. Myself. My heart. My other friend. And most of all, I lost you.
I lost you to a close friend, I wished to stay with me.
But did I really lose you? Did I? Coz we were never together. I was just an almost. An almost that was too much for you, so you left all at once.
It's like you taught me how to fly, but never warned me about the painful landing.
And now, I have to move on. You forced me to. You left me nothing. You just gave me this only choice. I have to move on from you and from her...
But how can I move on from something I never had? How can I let go something I never kept?
You know, it truly hurt, way deep to my core. Coz I felt so untitled of all these feelings. Like I don't have any right to feel anything like these.
I was caught up in between. And you never allowed me of any title.
But it's clear that you broke my heart. You shattered it...
UNDOUBTEDLY. ALL BECAUSE YOU CAME ALONG, UNEXPECTEDLY.