Unexplainable coldness

Have you experienced being in a situation where you are feeling some undescribable cold inside of you? Like some cold hands have grab something inside us. Where you experiencing this everyday? Especially when something melancholic will suddenly flashed before our eyes, or memory. You are not alone. We are one of those few. Its like you are still breathing but some stuff dies inside us in an instant and will never be revive or nourished again. Have you had this familiarity with that feeling and suddenly you just get used to it. It was a kind of deadly virus that will devour our system slowly. It will poison our being, will taken away your last percentage of hope and faith, until the last drop of your sanity would explode into darkness of unconsciousness, awareness that the old you was a silhouette of yesterday. Until you woke up one day, you are no longer you. You are already a product of evilness of weaked thoughts, of prejudices. Depression kills. Anxiety, Lost. If you are like this. Pray. Smile it all out. Let your voice be heard. Don't take it all by yourself. God brought you because you are strong, you are brave. You are yourself.