Us

We were good at first. We thought we could conquer the world with the special thing we have on us. I fell deeply on your words, I hold onto something that somehow you will never turn out to be the man that all broke me before. I never expected you to change. But somehow I clung on to that oh so called happily ever after that a man will change on his own because he loves you. I was dumbstruck, gobsmacked as it was just all in my head. I purely created a man that is just in my dreams. That maybe I could never found him. You changed my perspective on finding love. Instead I started loving myself. I eradicated the lunacy of finding love in you where I could love me first. Now you go freely love. You choose a path on your own. You choose your friends. You choose what you want in life. I will start to move forward. I will find the missing part of my old self that I loss in the process of searching the man who will love me. You go on your own now. You are free. As i felt free when i gave up my fantasy for us