Letting those words come out of my mouth
Allowing these feelings seep through the cracks
Deluding myself that there was a chance
Only brought us closer to our end
We were fine
With the platonic hand holding
With the gentle forehead kisses
With the friendly I love you's
Your good night texts were enough
Hearing your voice through the phone
Kissing you in my dreams
Everything was enough
I wonder when I started wanting more
To feel your soft lips against mine
Your warm hands against my skin
Our breaths entangled together
Everything was a mistake
I should have just smiled when we first met
I should have just walked past you
And never let you be a part of my life
You were everything I had ever wanted
You always made me laugh with your corny jokes
With you, the world wasn't that bad
Life was good, it really was
But everything has an end
I shouldn't have fell for you
I shouldn't have believed your promises
Maybe we were better off as strangers
You told me you'll never hurt me
And if you ever did, you said you'll say sorry
But right now, I'm hurting so much
It's not your fault though
Everything was my fault
For thinking that our I love you's meant the same, I'm sorry
For hoping that I was what you needed, I'm sorry
And for loving you more than I should had, I'm sorry