Sometimes I feel like what the hell am I doing. I exactly know what to do, what is right. I can exactly examine and analyze how I work but I still I don't do the right thing. It's like I'm a stupid person attached with some unstablity. I feel like a zero and I feel whole lot of guilt.
I'm so freezed at some moment. What the fuck am I? Am I really normal? Am I split personalities? Why are their 4 voices inside me and not one? Am I alot of souls packed in one? Or is the mind and heart and spirit all different?