My life as a Libra is a giant rollercoaster.
I am typing this while bawling my eyes out because of my current life situation. Depression is not fun! Over thinking is not fun! Putting myself down IS NOT FUN! 'Soft Place To Land' by Sara Bareilles is playing in the background soTHAT TOTALLY helps me cry less...(it's a beautiful song though). Gosh I feel like I'm going to use the whole tissue box next to me...oh wait it's my second box now...FUCK!
Why do I feel so hopeless, alone and lonely like an outcast, so disappointed in myself, SO USELESS!!! I am not good at any subject except arts, I am scared of the future - I want to die. I feel like no one cares about me like I was just a temporary company up until now. My life isn't going anywhere...
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP FOR FUCK'S SAKE!
"A dream needs believing - to taste like the real thing."
-Sara Bareilles