The View

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May be you're the kind of person who thinks and does everything like every normal person does or what is expected of a person in a society. But I have never been that way and I don't think I can ever be like that. I have always found the usual chatter and quarrels from my childhood and later on, very bizarre. I used to watch all the people around me like I was a stranger..even my family. I have never belonged anywhere. I have never found my type of group. I have never found a person who thinks like me. I see people living their meaningless lives without even pausing to think for a second where we're going or is there even a direction to which we're supposed to go. Everyone wants to be selfish and be more popular. But they don't think for a moment what is the purpose of all this? They don't feel the emptiness I feel everyday when I wake up and realize there is no purpose to my life. So there may be some of you who feels the same way. You should all remember one thing, to survive in this world, one must learn to camouflage themselves in the skin of these people whom you don't understand. I have been the master of disguise from when I was a kid. When everybody else wanted to draw and sing and dance, I wanted to know the truth of stars and planets. When everybody else wanted to find a boyfriend/girlfriend, I wanted to know the meaning of my life. But I'm not even close to finding that...