Hey Nicky! My best friend.
How's your heart?
I hope it beats for the trees to make them dance.
But on a serious note.
How is your heart?
I hope it doesn't stress out on things that will make you upset.
I was moved the moment I read your letter. But it didn't made me sad or made me cry.
But don't be discourage.
It made me love every bit of it.
I felt it. So thank you.
I hope that this letter would help you lessen your worries a little bit and make you happy.
I may not be the perfect friend, but I’ll do things just to make you okay.
“Okay” seems to be easy to say. But are we sure we’re okay? Does our friendship going okay? Are we going to be okay when the other one has to leave? We wouldn’t know. But we should make ourselves be prepare of the coming changes. Especially when people have to leave.
Nickky!!! I am so proud of you and so happy that what you've been waiting for has finally arrived at your doorstep. I can't wait to meet the better version of you again.
You know that I'm always supportive of the things you want to achieve. Supportive of the person you've met. Ha-ha.
And whatever happens to us. Hope that we won't break like twigs that easily. That our bond should be stronger like the tree.
I'm sorry that sometimes I can't say the things that made me sad or troubled. I don't intent to keep them to myself but I'm doing it for your safety. So that you wouldn't worry. But it seems that things are complicated if I won’t tell you. And sometimes we would fought about it, over some petty things that shouldn't bother us in the first place.
I hope that things are not complicated between us and situation like this should be handled maturely. I don’t like that there is conflict. But sometimes a little conflict can be good. Sometimes. Ha-ha.
I will surely miss your laugh, your scolding. But I’ll definitely miss you.
It is true that some people in our life will just be passing through. They will support us, attend to our needs, and teach us a lesson. We’ll be learning from them when they are not there anymore. They are our heroes and our mentor.
And I’m pretty sure I’ve learn from you. To stand for what I’m afraid of and to be just myself. I thank the Lord for the chance that we were able to meet again and be able to work together.
It gives me joy that I was able to work with my so called “sister” and best friend.
I’m sorry that sometimes I wasn’t able to follow some of your advice. But I’m doing my best to keep on track of my responsibilities.
I know that sometimes you’ve wanted to give up because you’re tired. But you know all of this has a reward. And you were able to survive all of it. I’m so gratified for you.
We’ve been through rough roads. But here we are. Standing strong.
I’m not going to lose myself again because of you.
It’s because your one of those people who haven’t given up on me.
Nicky you know that I love you. And I will do everything to save our friendship.
Yes I agree we cannot settle on what we are before. But soon I will get through this. The so called “Adulting Life”.
Sorry if you are not always okay and that all the time you have to cheer me up. As a best friend it is also my duty to cheer you up.
(But I know you’re getting older. Growing. Changing. And I guess. If I’m being really honest, that’s what scares me. I don’t want things to change.) Quoted from Stranger Things.
And because of you I have been able to cope with change. I’m doing my best for changing myself maturely. Not just for you but for myself, family and God.
If people like me wouldn’t accept change. How will I grow up? How will I stand on my own?
To be honest I have to deal with you leaving. I may not show it that much but deep inside I’m sad. Who wouldn’t be? You’re one of those people I have a light feeling whenever I talk about my life. It may sometimes be over when I just talk about myself. And I’m sorry if I’m being selfish.
Others may leave you, but I wouldn’t do that to you. It’s a shame for them to leave you and don’t know how amazing you are. They just lost their most precious pearl.
I’m sorry that sometimes I’m being immature. Acting like a 16 year old again. But you have been always patient and understanding with me. It’s been 7 years since I met you and I could say you’re definitely my best friend. Things have been changing. But friendship never fades away. Yes we may fight like cats and dogs. A little bit of “tampo” (having the silent treatment or sulk). When sometimes you wouldn’t admit you sometimes “tampo” with me.
It’s amazing how you carry yourself. How you are able to be standing firm when storms come. I know sometimes would fall but you find ways to surpass them. That’s what I love about you. How you are able to be strong when everything falls apart around you. And yes we are not always super heroes. We’re just humans. Getting through life.
You’re the kind of person who stands for what is right and is able to defend herself from all negativity – that surrounds her. Yes to women empowerment. Yes to Life. Yes to God.
"Nothing ever goes away until it teaches us what we need to know." – Pema Chodron
Thank you for teaching me things that are to think about and to look forward in the future. For giving me the inspiration to move forward when everything falls apart. Whenever I talk about my problem. You make sure to help me lessen it and do things just to make sure I don’t fall apart.
You know you’re that star in the sky who brightens the dark days of people you love.
Keep growing and be able to look back from the things that made you stronger.
Reach for the stars. I’m so proud of you for achieving one of your stars.
Your friends, family and most especially God loves you. God Bless on the new career. Good health. Loving you always. Happy Birthday Nicola!!!
Always remember that “You are all the colors in one, at full brightness.” – Jennifer Niven
It’s okay. I'm going to be okay. And I hope you do too.