What am I afraid of?
Afraid of losing someone?
Or afraid of getting someone?
Or am I afraid of waiting for too long?
Or not waiting at all?
Am I afraid of knowing what will happen after I say something?
Or am I afraid of not knowing what will happen?
Am I afraid of letting go of the memories of the person that left me hanging?
Or am I afraid of remembering them again and again?
Am I afraid of crying every night to bed about little things?
Or am I afraid of having the courage to face them?