Quarantine drunk, say i lost to the plastered walls
teetering off the bed, sparkling in the red light
screams bouncing off the ceilings
Silence is Violence in the sheets
burned through the calories with every heavy breath
burned through the days, months, whatever Summer was
there was never running free from his mind,
there was only me handicapped, blinded
dragged into vanilla rainbow tripping, happiness chasing
it's Fall outside, i want to be the one to drive
Springtime, he was fine
but in the heat i woke up to shots fired
choking, he was due to kill the romance
but no one ever said love would be this grinding
loving this hard was his passionless crime
lead and steel, the perfect company
i'll be murdering on, only one way out
it's cold inside, i want to be the only one alive
- what was Summer
09.17.20
for @sad_girlfriends_club