Thinking back to the time,
When I was in love with you
Was I really?
Or did we do things in the heat of the moment
And forgot what love is all about
Were we just sad
and craving for someone to hold us,
to fill in the gaps and cracks,
to forget the reason why we wanted to give in,
and escape this shithole we call life?
We made some bad choices
and look where that brought us
You said it was okay to make infinite mistakes
You told me to fall then get up,
and to fall all over again
Until the wound doesnt feel painful anymore
Was that what we did?
When you said you love me
Was that your own way of saying "I'm sorry"?
"I'm sorry but I need you to fix me"
"I'm sorry but I need you to be hurt instead of me"
"I'm sorry for using you to be okay again"
And before you left,
you told me you loved me
And maybe what you wanted to say was,
"I'm sorry but I don't need you anymore"