As I turned my back and left you,
My whole being shattered and slowly fall to ground.
leaving traces of me
hoping you'll still find me
I would still be hoping that you'll chase me and ask me not to leave.
But I had to do it.
I had to let you go
I had to do something selfless for once
I had to let you go
I need to let you go
let you go
let you go
and every syllable of that phrase dugs to my heart like a knife.
I can't lose you but I will
I told you, I'll fight for us but I can't
I told you I'm not going to let you go no matter what but I will.
And now I'm taking back all the promises I made.
And now I'm putting on your pure and innocent heart, small knives that would hurt you.
forgive me please
because when I left,
I didn't have that much of a choice.