Everything was just fine
I stick to my plans
I won't be bothered by anyone
I was fine
You came into the picture
You made me deviate from my plans
You made me choose things I would never have
You made me see the beauty of ruined plans
I was planning to cage my heart in
I won't let anyone come close
I won't let anyone creep in
But then, you did
You slowly melted the frozen cage
The winter's gone, and the spring has come
A flower started to grow in my heart
It was a beautiful feeling and I was fine
You watered that flower with your affection
You kept it warm with your sunny smiles
It was fun, it was lovely, it was exhilarating
I am joyful, giddy and I feel alive
But then, I won't let you see it
I kept it confined inside the walls of my pride
I won't admit it then
That inside my heat, love is growing at an unprecedented speed
But grey clouds are always lurking on the horizon
The time has come for you to remind me that nothing lasts forever
Your once gentle stare turned into a questioning look
Your quiet responses speak a thousand words more
Your warm smile turned into a cold tight line
Your affection turned into indifference
You got tired trying
You spent your time breaking away from what you've started with me
You looked the other way
And there you see someone who returns your love
I was flabbergasted, I was left hanging
And I wasn't fine
One day, I begged you
I asked you what was wrong
I said sorry because I don't know what to say to bring you back
I wasn't fine without you in my life
But you kept me at arm's length
You said you're okay, I have nothing to apologize
I looked at you in the eye after a long time
In your eyes, I wasn't fine, but you are. You are fine
You saw the tears trickling down my face
You said don't cry, it is going to be alright
You gave me your hanky and told me to wipe my tears
When you said that it's going to be alright, I cried even more
How could you say that?
When you are the one who made my life more than alright
But now you are leaving
How is it going to be alright?
They say that people try to look for someone to blame when they get hurt
There's only you and me
It is either you or me
Is it going to be me?